Sunday, November 29, 2015
T Minus 1 - Come Monday, I will Cry
Today has been ...
Passing time ...
trying hard not to worry.
Busying myself with mindless tasks
While the important work remains untouched upon my desk.
There is no way I can think deeply right now!
In some ways, I feel like I'm in labor.
I have no abdominal contractions,
just the painful writhing of my heart.
And the waiting,
the endless, endless waiting.
Wondering when it will end,
And if everything will turn out okay.
I spent a little time texting Tatiana today and asked the inevitable...
"Are you nervous?"
"No," she answered simply, "God goes with me."
And so He does.
He always has.
Her embassy appointment is at 9:00 a.m. Ukrainian time/ 2:00 a.m. my time.
Do you think I will be able to force my eyelids shut?!!
Sleep is out of the question.
I will wait up tonight for her call
To hear her voice give me their answer.
And whatever that answer is
I already know...
I will cry.